Screwed, worst than ever. Im tired, i wanna get lost. I cant hold it any longer, im going to burst out at any time,
this is how i feel every second.
but i cant do it.
sebab ni satu ujian untuk aku, aku mintak kekuatan dari Kau ya Allah, untuk sabar dan hadap semuanya dengan tenang dan percaya dengan janji Kau. Jangan biarkan aku, plis Allah. Jangan biarkan aku terperosok dengan kesakitan aku sendiri, jangan tinggalkan aku, Allah.
Jadikan aku hamba Kau yang redha.
Dan redhailah aku Allah.
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Allah.. Am I doing the right thing? Is this what I really want? If it is, then why do I have so many doubts about it? Why do I feel so shaken by his presence? Why don’t I feel happy about it? Do I really have to do this? Do You want me to do this? Should I remain strong right now, or should I leave? Is this really meant to be mine?
Should I give a halt about it?0 notes + reblog
I think I’ll never have the right words to explain things happened between us, you wouldnt want to hear me either. My bad.
Deep inside I want us to be as we used to. Normal.
Or better, to the day I agree to allow you to be a part of my perplexed life, so that I can have the second say bout it,
but this is life la kan? We always want the impossible.
I’ll always pray for your eternal happiness. That’s what love all about, yes?
Maybe, just maybe, you’re right again, mumsy.
This time, I’d fallen. Hard.0 notes + reblog